Tiff made me do it!

K, Tiff, I'm doing it, not sure how, so I just copied and pasted it to a new post?

1. Where is your cell phone? Diaper bag
2. Where is your significant other? Standing next to me
3. Your hair color? light brown (i think)
4. Your mother? wonderful (also sitting right next to me on her laptop, lol)
5. Your father? Caring
6. Your favorite thing? Kodi
7. Your dream last night? Something to do with the Twilight movie
8. Your dream/goal? being with my family forever
9. The room you're in? Kitchen
10. Your hobby? Don't really have one, need to get one
11. Your fear? Death of a loved one
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Done with Kodi's schooling and a few more kids
13. Where were you last night? Watching Twilight in Delta
14. What you're not? Stylish
15. One of your wish-list items? Utes sweatshirt
16. Where you grew up? Delta, Utah
17. The last thing you did? watched 'Priviliged'
18. What are you wearing? Jeans
19. Your TV? Off
20. Your pet? lives with my parents, but I got to see her this weekend
21. Your computer? Laptop
22. Your mood? Doubtful
23. Missing someone? Kodi, even though he's right next to me
24. Your car? $300 away from being paid off!!!
25. Something you're not wearing? a hat
26. Favorite store? Walmart
27. Your summer? Don't remember much, last 6 months are a blur
28. Love someone? More than I ever imagined
29. Your favorite color? Red
30. When is the last time you laughed? Today
31. Last time you cried? a couple days ago

Once again, I have found that I'm not the blogger type! Not only do I not ever know what to blog about, but I no longer have internet access at home. My new goal is to blog once a month (crossing my fingers), since obviously my last goal didn't work out so well. A lot has happened since my last post....

We moved back to our apartment in Taylorsville, with lots of help from family and friends! It just wasn't working at the duplex we had moved into, so with lots of prayer, work, and faith, we found someone to take over our lease at the duplex and we were able to move back into the EXACT same apartment unit! Oddly enough, it was still available because they were replacing the carpet, countertops, and linoleum (no idea how to spell such an odd word). We moved in the 8th of November, the day before my birthday, and still have so much to unpack and get RID of!

On a not as happy note... The Thursday before my birthday, I had an appointment with my wonderful midwife Rebecca and found out that I would 'miscarry' the baby we had been hoping and trying for the last few months. I say 'miscarry' , because that's the easiest way to put it. I had something called Blighted Ovum. What is Blighted Ovum? I can't quite explain it the same as how my midwife explained it to me, because I was so shocked and unsettled that I don't remember what she said, so I looked it up and here is the best definition I came across.... "A blighted ovum (also known as “anembryonic pregnancy”) happens when a fertilized egg attaches itself to the uterine wall, but the embryo does not develop. Cells develop to form the pregnancy sac, but not the embryo itself." So everything seems the same as a normal pregnancy, including hormones & weight gain, but there is no possibility of continuing the pregnancy. I finally 'miscarried' about a week and a half later after going through horrible Labor Like pains and horrible downers in my emotions. I am so blessed to have had such wonderful support from my loving husband and mother who were there for me and took care of Kennedy while I was on pain meds. I also owe a great deal to my wonderful sister in law, Tiff, who went with me to my appointment and was there for me, to listen and give encouraging words!

It seems like so much has happened over the last few months... But all in all, through ups and downs, I am so thankful to my loving family, friends, and especially my Heavenly Father. I don't know how I would ever do it alone!

Lastly... I just have to add how adorable our cute little Kennedy is getting! She is such a joy in our lives and we feel so blessed to be her parents! The photo at the top is just a glimpse of how much fun she is! She just loves dressing up and wearing glasses! But she LOVES her baby dolls and books most of all. She is always asking someone to "Read book me" and telling us that her baby is "Cry Cry" and needs a "bottle water"! We just love watching her grow and seeing how much smarter she is getting every day!